Im just so depressed right now. Well Im At Jvs School well it was the second day today, and for some reason Im just so upset cause I went there for a couple reasons like my friend Mary was gonna go with me, then I find out she was being home schooled like a week before school started ( so that kinda pissed me off) So I want to learn to style hair and crap, and thats why Im there And the classes are totally easy ( i mean For just sitting in there you get a grade and for just doing a worksheet the teacher hands out you get credit for just doing it, they dont even check the answers<well at least they dont know> but im sure they will> If not then Im gonna pass this school no problem xD) Anyway So this school is easy and has Cosmetology Class I wanna take. So I think Im all good, but no I want my friends to be there with me, I wish they had like a Art class or something so they would be there with me. So there not and I have no Friends. Well I Have at least 2 kinda people I talk to friends> But one girl is leaving to go back to her old school and i think the other is staying) So I have one friend out of like 20 stuck up girls and shes Ok. I cant really act all goofy or anything cause shes just a little odd when Im around her, but shes alright to talk to I cant really make Jokes and stuff cause she wouldnt know what I was talking about..:/

And So i wanna go Back to my old school For mostly my friends ( i would never think I would miss my friends this much or the school) But I dont wanna go there 2 weeks into school and everyone is all ste in there rooms and Then Im just comeing and every just stares at me but If i wasnt such a fricken chicken to go back i would. I also Dont wanna go back then end up having no classes with any of my friends or lunch So it would just be like I was at the other school. So im gonna stick it out and hope for the best that some of these people become friendlier and i meet someone that has some crap in common with me.

All in all If I end up staying at JVS I will try my hardest to go to school events and see my friends there or I will like plan stuff and we can all hangout somewhere fun and just have fun...and stuff i have a headache im gonna go and be 'emo" and think of all the fun i Wont be having with my friends...This year Sucks...D=